After 12 years, I started to feel comfortable with where I was. The death of David Bowie, combined with my new and life changing experiences of motherhood, I started to realize that I want to offer more through my life, art and career than what I have so far. Since applying for and beginning NIU, I have made more art inspired by my own ideas and concepts than I have in the years since my undergraduate college days. I have not only take a risk with my career, I have tried pushing my art beyond photography, drawing upon my roots as an artist, but creating work that has more meaning and power. One of my weaknesses in the past is that I have always turned inward and been afraid to share my art with others and I have often felt stuck with using myself as a subject. That is something I have been trying to go beyond lately, in order to make my messages even more connected universally.
The four video clips above combine big ideas that are the basis for my educational philosophy. My artistic philosophy is similar, combining the big ideas of love, identity expressed through explorations with feminism and emotional/psychological illness, psychological anthropology, and universality.